i'll be stronger than yesterday

I wrote a new note, just to make sure I AM FINE! I just wanted to run away from the stories of yesterday. I just wanted to convince myself that I can create some new stories, and new life. The night turned out longer than usual, but I guess the dawn was about to come. Still dark, but I can smell the light.
 
I started a new life. NEW LIFE?? Rrrrrr nothing new actually. I still live in the same town, sleeping in the same room, doing almost the same routines, still share a laugh with the same friends, and still get the job deadline from the same company. Well nothing changed. Thank God for yesterday, Maybe I'll smoke some cigarettes again tomorrow, but at least not today.. *3weeks ago we were still together, but now everything has gone and disappeared.