i have died everyday waiting for you

A thousand Years

Heartbeats fast
Colors and promises
How to be brave
How can i love when i'm afraid to fall
But watching you stand alone
All of my doubt suddenly goes away somehow
One step closer...

I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling, don't be afraid i have loved you
For a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more...

Time stands still
Beauty in all she is
I will be brave
I will not let anything take away
Standing in front of me
Every breath
Every hours has come to this
One step closer...

And all along i believe i would find you
Time has brought your heart to me
I have loved you for a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

it will rain

if you ever leave me baby

leave some morphine at my door

'cause it would take a whole lot of medication

to realize what we used to have

we don't have it anymore

there's no religion that could save me

no matter how long my knees are on the floor

so keep in mind all the sacrifices i'm makin'

will keep you by my side

will keep you from walkin' out the door

'cause there'll be no sunlight

if i lose you, baby

there'll be no clear skies

if i lose you, baby

just like the clouds

my eyes will do the same, if you walk a away

everyday it will rain, rain, rain...

i'll never be your mother's favorite

your daddy can't even look me in the eye

oooh if i was in their shoes, i'd be doing the same thing

sayin' there goes my little girl

walking with that troublesome guy

but they're just afraid of something they can't understand

oooh well little darlin' watch me change their minds

yeah for you i'll try, i'll try, i'll ty, i'll try...

i'll pick up these broken pieces 'till i'm bleeding

if that'll make you mine

dont just say, goodbye

dont just say, goodbye

i'll pick up these broken pieces 'till i'm bleeding

if that'll make it right

kecewa

Bandara Soekarno-Hatta...
11.20 di ruang tunggu keberangkatan.
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Sedikit waktu yang kau miliki
luangkanlah untukku
Harap secepatnya datangi aku
Skali ini ku mohon padamu
Ada yang ingin ku sampaikan
Sempatkanlah...


Hampa kesal dan amarah
S'luruhnya ada dibenakku
Tandai seketika hati yang tak terbalas
Oleh cintamu...

Kuingin marah melampiaskan
Tapi ku hanyalah sendiri disini
Ingin ku tunjukkan pada siapa saja yang ada
Bahwa hatiku kecewa...

Sedetik menunggumu disini seperti seharian
Berkali kulihat jam ditangan
Demi membunuh waktu
Tak ku lihat tanda kehadiranmu
Yang semakin meyakiniku
Kau tak datang...

You Were Mine

i can't find a reason to let go

even though you've found a new love

and she's what your dreams are made of

i can't find a reason to hang on

what went wrong can be forgiven

without you, it ain't worth living alone

sometimes i wake up crying at night

and sometimes i scream out your name

what right does she have to take your heart away

when for so long, you were mine

i took out all the pictures of our wedding day

it was a time of love and laughter

happy ever after

but even those all pictures have begun to fade

please tell me she's not real

and that your really coming home to stay

i can't give you two good reasons

to show you love's not blind

he's two and she's four, and you know they adore you

so how i can tell them you've changed your mind

i remember when you were mind

*terima kasih untuk recommend lagunya, ini sesuatu banget buat aku, kamu yang disana yang yang tak tahu entah dimana, tapi terima kasih untuk hatinya, sinkronisasi hati dan pikiran yang aku punya adalah pelajaran berharga, semoga kamu selalu mempesona*

somewhere over the rainbow

somewhere over the rainbow
way up high
and the dreams that you dreamed of
once in a lullaby
some where over the rainbow
blue birds fly
and the dreams that you dreamed of
dreams really do come true

someday i'll wish upon a star
wake up where the clouds are far behind me
where trouble melts like lemon drops
high above the chimney tops thats where you'll find me

somewhere over the rainbow
blue birds fly
and the dream that you dare to, why? oh why can't i?

well i see trees of green and red roses too
i'll watch them bloom from me and you
and i think to myself
what a wonderful world

well i see skies of blue and i see clouds of white
and the brightness of day
i like the dark and i think to myself
what a wonderful world

the colors of the rainbow so pretty in the sky
are also on the face of people passing by
i see friends shaking hands
saying "how do you do?"
they're really saying I...I Love You
i hear babies cry and i watch them grow
they 'll learn much more
than we'll know
and i think to myself
what a wonderful world

goodluck for monday

She and Him.... Lingering Still

I like to learn things slow

I like learning a lot

I like to get it all again and in the end

You know you get what you got

I like to mean what i say

But it don't always come through

Because if i say it all again, again, again

It doesn't make it all true

And the worlds like a science

And i'm like a secret

And i saw you lingering still, still

I saw you lingering still

It's all just news to me

Don't really care if it hurts

Because if i know it, i won't know it

Than i know that it will only get worse
He was different at first

But then he won't understand

Because he's never going to know me

If he doesn't want to just shake my hand

And the worlds like a science

And i'm like a secret

And i saw you lingering still, still

I saw you lingering still

Goodluck for monday :')

song for this morning

Coffe - Copeland

There's so many things i have to say

I'll stay up all night to hear about your day

We do the best we can in a small town

Act like kids in love when the sun goes down

incubus bilang "I MISS YOU"

to see you when i wake up
is a gift i didn't think could be real
to know that you feel the same as i do
is a three-fold, utopian dream

you do something to me that i can't explain
so would i be out of line if i said "I MISS YOU"?

i see your picture
i smeel your skin on
the empty pillow next to mine
you have only been gone ten days
but already i'm wasting away 
i know i'll see you again
whether far or soon
but i need you to know that i care
and i miss you

LULUH - Maliq & D'Essentials

oh haruskah aku pergi?

salahkah bila ku disini tak peduli keadaannya?

katakan berapa dalam kau inginkan aku masuk di kehidupanmu?  

katakan berapa jauh kau inginkan aku ada di hari-harimu?

bagaimana pantasnya? 

bagaimana?

oh haruskah aku pergi?

salahkah bila ku disini tak peduli keadaannya?

setiap kau tersenyum membuatku melupakan dunia nyata, 

tetap disini

tak pernah semudah itu aku mengerti apa yang kita jalani...

meski akhirnya semudah itu hatiku luluh kembali ke pelukanmu  

bagaimana pantasnya?

bagaimana? 

apalah yang diharapkan?  

bila tak ada tujuan?

mungkin hanya kesenangan yang membuat kita terus bertahan... 

mau dibawa kemana kita?  

tetap disini? :')

someday

as days go by and fade to nights

i still question "why you left?"

i wonder how it didn't work out but now you're gone

and memories all i have for now but no it's not over

we will get older, we will get over

we will live to see the day that i hope for come back to me

i still believe that we will get it right again

we will come back to life again

we won't say another goodbye again

you will live forever with me

someday... someday...

we will be together

someday... someday...

we will be together

i heard someday might be today

mysteries of destinies day are somehow and someway

for all we know they come tomorrow

but for today my eyes are open

my arms are raised for your embrace

my hand are here to mind what is broken

to feel again to walk on the face

i believe there is more to life

ooh i love you much more than life itself

i believe i can change your mind

revive what is dying inside

someday... someday...

we will be together

someday... someday...

we will be together

we will be together

we will be together

it's too late

it's too late, he's gone...
wish i had told him, he was my only one  
but it's too late  

it's a weak girl that cries 
so i guess i dry my eyes 
guess i will miss him more than anyone  
but it's too late he's gone.. 

yess.. he's goneeee  

i wonder does he know 
when he left me, it hurt me so  
i need your lovin', 
please dont make me weep 
and tell me "it's not too late"

Near To You

He and I had something beautiful, but so dysfunctional, it couldn't last. I loved him so, but I let him go, cause I knew he'd never love me back.

Such pain as this shouldn't have to be experienced. I'm still reeling from the loss, still a little bit delirious.

Near to you, I am healing! But it's taking so long. cause though he's gone, and YOU ARE WONDERFUL, it's hard to move on. yet, I'M BETTER NEAR TO YOU :)

You and I have something different, and I'm enjoying it cautiously. I'm battle scarred, I am working so hard to get back to who I used to be.

He's disappearing, fading suddenly. I'M SO CLOSE TO BEING YOURS. Won't you stay with me, please?

I only know that I am better where you are

Yet, I'm better near to you. :')

Near To You ( A Fine Frenzy)

Just Until Sundown

I spent too many hours, holding up walls

standing in corners and clenching my jaw.

Watching you watching the ones that I wanted to be.

Blaming this all on a moment,

blaming this all on my views,

blaming the mood of the music,

blaming it all on you.

All on you and me, All on you and me

Just because you said what you wanted doesn't make it right.

Just because the moment was heated doesn't mean that I wanted to fight,

and even though I saw your anger, even though I saw your face,

the words that you cited were chosen,

not thinked, not spoken in haste.

All on you and me,

All on you and me

Just for the moment,

just one more time,

just one more second and we'll be just fine,

this could be just, be just in case it's the last time.

Just for the moment,

Just one more time,

Just one more second and we'll be just fine,

This could be the last time...

Just until sundown,

just one more day I could hold you,

that I could hold you,

Just until sundown,

just one more day I could hold you,

without you,

pushing me away.

All on you, And me.